haruka..

As you already know, I delieted all my posts before. Why ? well….when I feel evertyhing is complicated I want to deliete everything I left before. Do I think it’ll be fine or sonething new will be create inside me ? haha…stupid. I know I will regret but I do anyway.

well..alright..but spring has come again this year anyway. Everyone seem to be happy and the clothese, cosmetics are getting like spring one..colorful and brighten. I had missunderstood that I like spring season but it was wrong. Especialy it coz of my arergic of flower polun…but i have another reason here. It makes me lose my calm..I don’t know why. But it’s ture..well I don’t like “not both of them” …I mean it seems that spring has come but winter is still there so..maybe I don’t like that way

Btw,I got sick on last week of middle :(  Huh ..you thought “agan”, didn’t you ? hehe..yeah me too..and it meakes me recomfirmed I’m so…well no..TOO WEAK. Coz I know the reason why I got sick now like that maybe..well..But I don’t think that negatively as long as possible. I have ever admitted myself before. I always I’m so useless and ….well..I’ll stop here..maybe I can’t stop But I’ll admit myself as long as possible..my weakness..doing misstakes ..yeah almost everything.

I hope my confidence and full of smile is going to be back soon..